That Gawky Girl

Yes, that's true. If you think that one day all your problems are going to be solved and you will be the happiest person on this planet, you are wrong. If you won't have those problems that you are facing today, you will be facing some other problems pertinent to that time.  Lets talk with examples. When, we were young, we used to have problems like my friend had a fight with me. He/she stolen my pencil. My teacher scolded me today for nothing and things like that. Then we grew and our problems changed i.e. I couldn't score good marks in a subject. I couldn't score better than my competition at school or college. My friend has been rude to me. Then we entered into work life and this took us into the a next state of depression and anxiety. The problems became like, my mentor is not good enough, my colleagues are so into politics, I am not up to the mark in my performance, my wages are so low etc. etc. And then we get married and a new Pandora box of problems opens up, wh...

 I am a little person with a lot of anger in me. I get infuriated by very small things at people, but since, I cant express my rage at everyone, I have to suppress the feelings of anger, which not only cause harm to me but my mental health too.  You know what, getting annoyed easily is a sign of a weaker person. And since, I am a physically and emotionally a weaker person, I have a lot of anger in me. Sometimes, what I want is to kill the other person, or thrash anything that comes in my hand on the person in front of me. But of course, its not possible all the time, I have to give it up and stay traumatized or if the situation becomes out of hand, I have to release it out by crying. Sometimes, I do cry in front of others, sometimes, I cry in solace. but crying out helps.  Crying out is a good option but we should not only rely on crying out. We should think of a solution to the rage. First and foremost thing is that, you get angry only on those who are less powerful than...